Every day, I suffer a different kind of pain... One day it's too much love for one, then it's too much love for the other one. I like feeling loved, but I don't like suffering because of it... The time I have is getting shorter, and shorter, but I don't want to lose him. I want him to love me for ever, but if he'd only wait for me until I told him so... And I wish I had the power to keep them both; so that if one leaves me, I'll stay with the other one. I know that is absolutely wrong, and it shouldn't be so hard... I need to know what I'm waiting for, and what it is I want so badly from him... I hope my head clears out before something bad happens... If not, I'll miss them... Both.
I love them both... But I do not know who to choose to keep. I'm completely confused. I hate love.
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