Think. Believe. Convince. Know.

As I start what I believe I started, I can't see where I've gotten lately, because of what is blinding me. I can't see what I have, I can't see what I need to see... But even though I don't know, I trust, and I believe I have what I want. Let the words flow from you head to the paper, and don't mind if there's coherence between the words... Because all that matters is the intention of writing. I might not know what I have, but I do know what I believe I have. If it is so complicated, why can't I just fly away, and swim in long rivers, and across the sea, where I know I want to be? I love to let words fly away from my mouth, and pretend I have no idea what I'm writing, or talking about, when I actually do know, but what I say is incoherent. I think to start believing. I start believing, to start convincing myself about something I need to know is true. In the end, as I go though what I know, I believe what I know. So, I know what I have, and I'm sure of what I want. What I think is what I want, and what I want is what I think. Now I know.