The peace, the soundless motion of transition. Something between reality and what becomes of it. Silent movements, the ability to hear everything outside of myself, the transparent illusion that covers me all over. Nothing like knowing, everything goes on and on, and on, and on. Do I look or do I see? I see what exists, eveything and nothing at the same time. It's all a huge part of nothing and everything all at once. I can feel all I have never felt before, I can hear all I thought I couldn't hear anymore, I now know all that I had forgotten, all I thought I knew no more. What have I become? I see now that all I thought I knew was just a small part of what I should really know. I should be there, I should be helping them... But how can I make them know I'm next to them when they can't see, hear or feel me anymore? Why is this?
I like the feeling of freedom, the wheightlessness, the ability to travel with the speed of thought, to be able to speak through mind, the soundless motion. The peace.
Something about this phase reminds me of something that happened before. I like this. I just wish I could make everyone understand how well I am, how incredible the feeling of this is, how amazing it is to not feel pain anymore, in any way. I want to give, transmit peace to all those who knew me. Make them all feel the way I feel right now. Something about this life now makes me feel complete, like all I ever did was worth it.
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